infinite lols.
yes my eyes are burning red, and thoughts of murder run through my head. oh my eyes are bloodshot red, put a bullet right through my head. i am my own bomb, i am my own slave. i hate my life now, and all of this is because if you. i wanna die, i hate myself. is anyone listening? no. i wanna lay low, but you want a funeral. you are a lie, and i am the liar. you can all go fuck yourselves. all this poison inside my brain has given false hope it’s such a shame. i’m done, this is my last call. oh god just take me away.
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| — | my love note has gone flat, leathermouth (via myownbomb) |
I took photos of my dads cactus yesterday. He wouldn’t stop bugging me about it’s flowers. Apparently they don’t bloom often and when they do, they only stay alive for a couple days? My dad loves his plants.
Lend me your hand and we’ll conquer them all but lend me your heart and I’ll just let you fall. Lend me your eyes I can change what you see but your soul you must keep, totally free. In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die. Where you invest your love, you invest your life.
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| — | Mumford and Sons |
I’ve been up for days, trying to find a way to write my confession down. Seems every line I writes amiss; at least this I’ll admit. I never hear that perfect sound but then the judge walks and says
“Boy you cant pretend, You’ve got to be honest now.” My verdict has come in, it says I’m guilty for my sins this time. I thought I could escape, but then I finally felt the weight of my crimes. This is passion, it’s not love; infatuation never ends up right…
“Boy you cant pretend, You’ve got to be honest now.” My verdict has come in, it says I’m guilty for my sins this time. I thought I could escape, but then I finally felt the weight of my crimes. This is passion, it’s not love; infatuation never ends up right…
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| — | City and Colour |
I enjoy using plastic cutlery, especially the Disney kind! Yeah thats right! I am aware that I am 18 years old, but I say you’re never old enough to have some real cool and pretty plates and bowls and cups! FUCK YEAHH! *cheesy grin*
We’re so dark by night I am lost, directions getting faded, remember what you’re taught. She’s so bright I’ll use her as light, she’s so much more than decoration. She can fly, but she’s no angel in the sky. She’s a witch, but she knows better, not to take me when she flies. And I miss how she looks me in the eye, oh this sounds like desperation. If you’re a bird, then I’m a bird. But if you can’t fly than neither will I.
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Sweet Disposition-The Temper Trap
I get so entranced in this song. It’s so beautiful and calming.
This week needs to end.
Even though it does in like 2 days, it still needs to end quicker!!! Well lets see this week was actually kind of eventful. Monday I actually did shit all so that was alright, Tuesday I went to the movies with Adam, Wednesday I went to Tanus house and watched Romeo and Juliet. Tanu hadn’t EVER seen it before, I was seriously shocked because we spent a whole term learing about the damn thing! But apparently she was overseas. Thursday, hmmmmm oh yeah painted the rumpus room/sun room/that room with the windows out the back to bum around, so gay I hate painting. Then at night for some reason I went to the city, was so not exciting. I will never go on a Thursday ever again, it’s just so dead :/ And today -Friday- I just painted the walls of said room with windows and then worked.
I think my dads slightly retarded he’s picked lime green as the colour of the room, seriously now, why?! It looks like vomit, what an idiot - -’ Here I sit now typing this and listening to my new obsession The Temper Trap. :) I think I’m going to watch some Entourage now though.
Ohhhh ohhh! Next weekend I’m going on a mini holiday with my sister and like 19701972981 other people to the central coast somewhere, we’ve hired out a beach house thingo and well it’s going to be amazing fun! 3 days of drinking and crazy shenanigans, BRING.IT.ON.
